So you know how most people say they are going to change things in their life but then never do? Well, I thought that the one way to keep me accountable about changing things is to blog about it. I haven't done a blog in a long time so we shall see how this goes :-)
All I can say is that I'm sick and tired of where I'm at. It is not where I imagined myself at all... doesn't that sound familiar. By now I had pictured myself with my dream job that I love, with my model type body (ok I am definitely not model material but you get the idea) and, of course, having exceded everyone's expectations, including my own. Now back to reality! I'm still living at home, no where close to a college degree, working a part-time job that I love (one good thing!), driving a small truck that is bound to break down any day, still with the love of my life, and no where close to the fitness that I want. On top of that, I already have bills that are over-due, no savings even though I am making over minimum wage, I tend to be a messy, and I'm completely not organized.
It definitely hits home when you actually write down everything about your life and where you want to be at. I think it makes you look at things realistically. I feel like I have no idea where to start. When I was a kid I had so much drive to keep doing better. I had dreams and places I was going. Somehow I got stuck in a rut. I'm done with it!! I know I can't do this all on my own, so if you guys have any suggestions on ANYTHING please let me know!! I can use all the help I can get.
Now that you know where I'm at, time to figure out a plan to get things done or at least going.
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